It’s a love-hate relationship I have with Moto. More addictive than anything else, but not fulfilling. There’s the obvious codependency factor going on. I try to spend a few hours without him; maybe leave him at home or in the car, to no avail. He consumes my thoughts…beckoning me.
When he’s with me though, he’s rude. Especially when I’m spending real time face to face with people. Moto wants to chat. I find myself having half hearted conversations with others while gazing at Moto and pushing his buttons (he loves that).
His mood is extremely difficult to get a feel on. I can’t tell if he’s serious, sarcastic, kidding, jubliant, etc. Sure I know this can be common with men, but Moto beats them all.
I’m not going to mollycoddle Moto anymore. When necessary, or I’m free, we’ll spend time together. Otherwise, priority goes to the relationship with a voice; distinguishable in tone and inflection.
I guess I won’t really know how he’s taking it.
Mollycoddle is officially my new favorite word!
I soooooo get it. Your a amazing writer and all that other stuff too.